I'm Rose Loreston!

...a wife, a student pursuing my B.S. in Religion with a focus on Bible Exposition, and an Army veteran. I live in Texas with my amazing husband, and while I’ve been saved for eight years, it wasn’t until four years in that I realized something was missing.

I was stuck.

I loved God. I went to church. I consumed all the Christian content I could find. But I kept falling into the same cycles—spiritually stagnant, chasing growth but never actually transforming. I didn’t understand why I wasn’t changing, and I started to wonder if this was just how it was supposed to be.

Maybe I was meant to live a life of surface-level faith.

But deep down, I longed for more.

Four years into my faith, I hit a wall.

I was newly married, in a new place, and surrounded by no one but my husband. I felt isolated from community and desperate to feel close to God. I searched for sermons, teachings—anything to fill the void—but nothing was working.

Then, I stumbled upon a movie called American Gospel, and it shattered everything I thought I knew.

For the first time, I realized: I had been believing a distorted gospel my entire Christian life.

I wasn’t being discipled in truth—I was consuming teachings that kept me in spiritual infancy. My faith was shallow, my beliefs were mixed with worldly ideas, and I had been unknowingly trapped in a compromised faith.

I felt betrayed. Devastated. Lost.

But also… awakened.

That moment forced me to ask:

What do I really believe?
Who is God, really?
And what does it actually mean to be a disciple of Christ?
I realized I had been relying on self-help, not sanctification. And that was the moment I had to surrender.

I let go of my version of growth and control and asked God to show me His truth.

But transformation didn’t happen overnight.

I had to walk through a painful but necessary process of:

✅ Unlearning false beliefs that had kept me spiritually stuck.
✅ Breaking free from worldly influences that shaped my thinking.
✅ Developing real spiritual discipline instead of chasing motivation.

I had to equip myself with biblical truth, not just inspirational messages.

And I had to train myself in daily discipleship, choosing faithfulness over quick fixes.


The RESET framework helped me walk through this process:

✔ Recognize – I saw that my faith was shallow and built on the wrong foundation.

✔ Examine – I assessed my habits and realized I was relying on self-improvement, not Christ.

✔ Surrender – I released control and let God lead my transformation.

✔ Equip – I replaced worldly wisdom with biblical truth.

✔ Train – I committed to daily discipleship, even when it wasn’t easy.

Through this process, I came to a powerful realization:

So many Christian women are unknowingly stuck in a faith that isn’t producing real transformation.

They love Jesus, but they’re trapped in cycles of striving, consuming, and waiting for change that never comes.

That’s why I started Modern Christian Womanhood.

This isn’t just a brand—it’s a movement to help women step into true discipleship, spiritual maturity, and their God-given assignments.

Because the truth is:

🔥 Growth isn’t about self-improvement—it’s about sanctification.
🔥 Faith isn’t about consuming—it’s about following.
🔥 And transformation doesn’t come from trying harder—it comes from surrendering to God’s process.

Today, I don’t just believe in Jesus—I follow Him.

I don’t just want transformation—I live in it.

I no longer chase quick fixes, trends, or validation. I walk in confidence, clarity, and consistency because I finally surrendered to God’s process.

The version of me that was stuck in cycles wouldn’t recognize the woman I am today.

And if God could do this for me, I know He can do it for you, too.

If you feel spiritually stagnant, stuck in the same cycles, and unsure of how to move forward—you don’t have to stay where you are.

God has more for you. And when you submit to His process, everything changes.

That’s why Modern Christian Womanhood exists.

And I’d love for you to be part of it.

🚪 Welcome to Modern Christian Womanhood.